Art Matters!

20^th August

Dear Diary,

I went to the workshop today to pick my car. Lucas kinda surprising me when he suddenly give me my sketches that I threw. But, I just leave it there because I think it’s not important anymore! After that, I hang out with Nathan at my house. He was polishing my toe’s nails. He made a joke about my toe. Then, he said about quitting the team because he is never good enough in his dad eyes. I said great because I can stop cheerleading too. But then he laughed. I really don’t understand him!Ouh...and Lucas finally showed up. At the game Lucas said"Your art matter,it's what got me here!"...Well....

Wasn't Good Enough

19^th August

Dear Diary,

Today at school during English class, Nathan and Lucas had a fight. A real fight. This is because the teacher want me to describe Lucas using one word. So I said he is a jock. Then, Lucas described me as a lonely and Nathan described him as a Bastard! I understand why he is so angry. And you know what? I searched for my sketches that I want to send to the Thud Magazine but it turns out to be in my Comet at the workshop. Lucas had seen it and I mad at him. I told him that I don’t like people to go through my things and i don't read his diary and he said that he doesn’t have a diary. Then, I made a joke about what he wrote in his diary, “Dear Diary, my dad doesn’t love me.”I felt awful! Then, I went to the Thud to sent my sketches but I was afraid because I think it wasn’t good enough. I really wanna drew something that meant something to everyone. I think that my drawing doesn’t have that. So, I threw it into the dustbin.

It's Not Okay!

16^th August

Dear Diary,

 Tonight is the game! While Brooke and me preparing for the cheer, she told me that Lucas is hot from behind. I don’t know what that means. In the middle of the game, when Lucas received a ball from his teammates, he slipped the ball away and the ball almost hit me. I said to him “nice hands!”. He said back to me, “nice legs!”. He tried 3 times to put the ball into the basket but he failed every time. Maybe he is nervous because it’s his first game.

Okay. Now is the part where I really, really, really wanna punch Nathan’s face. How could he let me walked home alone? (not really). Before that, we were trying to make out in the car. But he kept bringing about how sucks Lucas played tonight. He seems to enjoy the humiliation. Then, I get off the car when he said something that made me mad! He tried to persuade me to get in, but I refused. He then threw out my pom pom and my cd and drove away. Urghhh!!! Well… thanks to Lucas for the ride home. I found him with heartbroken from the game. I tried to comfort him a little. But you know… I’m not really good in giving advice. Then, I asked him if he wants to come in just to toy him. But he really is buying it. Lol. Later, Nathan called me and said he is sorry. He explained to me why he is being a jerk lately. He said he want us to be like us again… I said okay to him even though it is not!

I'll Be Seeing You

13^th August

Dear Diary,

You know what??? Nathan and Lucas had a fight tonight. I mean a basketball fight. They bet if Nathan wins, Lucas will leave the team and if Lucas wins, he will get me…what the hell??? Unfortunately, Nathan lost! Then, Lucas said “I’ll be seeing ya” and I just nod my head and leave.

You Don't Know Me!

12^th August

Dear Diary,

Today is such a bad day. My car is broke down near the lake. So I called Scott’s Workshop and guess what? The other Scott is coming with the truck. I meant Lucas. He tried to start a conversation with NOFX's lyrics. But I don't really wanna talk. Then, I called Nathan to pick me up but he was sooo busy at the gym. Nathan is one thing. Then, his brother trying to get me on my nerve. He asking me why am I a cheerleader? He said “no offence, but you’re the least cheer person that I know!” how could he??? Then, he said he wants to give me a ride and let me insult him as much as I want. Then I replied to him with such a dramatic word, “first of all, you don’t know me. Second of all, you don’t know me.” Then I said that all the guys are a jerk. He asked me is it guys or Nathan is a jerk. I replied that it is Nathan and him. He coolly replied that they were shared the same father. Then, I don’t know how we started talking about his dad. It’s kinda sad. Somehow, I felt sorry for him.

The Other Scott

11^th August

Dear Diary,

Today at school, me and Nathan were studying in the library (not really). While I was focus on my drawing then suddenly I lifted my head and my eyes met with the eyes of the boy on the night that I was almost hit is staring at me again! What the hell is wrong with him? Then, suddenly, Mr. Durham is coming into the library and said “Scott”. Nathan answered him but it turns out that he is calling another Scott. It’s Lucas Scott, the guy that I was almost hit. He is actually Nathan’s half-brother. They shared the same father, Dan Scott. So, I gave him a sarcasm look because when someone is called by Mr. Durham is usually in trouble. Oh, btw, he is our detention teacher and the coach of The Ravens.

Lame Music

10^th August

Dear Diary,

Tonight, while I was wasting my time cropping some picture Nathan came by to my room. So, just for you to know, my friends don’t knock or ring the bell to come into my house. They just break in. that’s because we are friends. Nathan asked me out hanging with the boys (his teammates). What the hell is he thinking? I wish it was only me and him. I said no and there were a little argument there! What makes me mad and sad is he said that my songs are lame! How could he say that. After he saw me sulking, he tried to apologizing me. Then, we were kiss. A make up kiss! Sometimes, Nathan can be such a sweet man but most of the time he just an ache in the heart. But, I love him though…

The First Meeting

9^th August 2013

Dear Diary,

Tonight, I was driving my 1963 Mercury Comet Convertible home after I got back from cheerleading for The Ravens. They played awesome and of course they won! As usual, my boyfie, Nathan was the hero. OK. Back to my driving story… while I was driving, I tried to play one of my favourite songs. But then the cd fall at the passenger’s seat. I tried to pick up. When I get up I was very surprise that I was almost hit some guy who passing the road. He wore a hoodie jacket that wrote Scott’s Workshop and holding a basketball in his hand. He is also looked surprised. Of course he did! Then, he put off his hoodie and his earphone too while staring at me. I don’t know if he is mad at me. But his face did not show that he is mad. Then, I gave my hand sign that told him to move away. But, he kept staring at me like he knew me. Urghhh!!! I hate him!